Unspoken #001
Apr. 28th, 2024 03:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aira93Ever wondered why I turned out this way? No? Well, allow me to enlighten you.
I am so sick to death of having to do what everyone wants me to. "You should do this by the time you're at this age", "You should do that when you have enough money", "You should go here, make that, yada yada yada..."
To be genuinely honest, I can't take that anymore.
When I was 12, yeah sure, you can tell me what to do because perhaps I might not know what was good for me and all that shit.
But now! Now that I am older, I am no longer a kid anymore, JUST LET ME BREATHE! ON MY OWN!
FOR GOD'S SAKE, I AM SUFFOCATING! I WANT TO DIE BUT I CAN'T AND TO LIVE IS NOT SOMETHING I LOOK FORWARD TO EVERY FUCKING DAY!
I am so sick to death of having to do what everyone wants me to. "You should do this by the time you're at this age", "You should do that when you have enough money", "You should go here, make that, yada yada yada..."
To be genuinely honest, I can't take that anymore.
When I was 12, yeah sure, you can tell me what to do because perhaps I might not know what was good for me and all that shit.
But now! Now that I am older, I am no longer a kid anymore, JUST LET ME BREATHE! ON MY OWN!
FOR GOD'S SAKE, I AM SUFFOCATING! I WANT TO DIE BUT I CAN'T AND TO LIVE IS NOT SOMETHING I LOOK FORWARD TO EVERY FUCKING DAY!
